God I want to be inside of you right now, he whispered through anxious lips, pushing and pulling against me, the only one to have seen every part of me naked, bathed in yellow light. Somehow he continues to get within me no matter where I am, what I'm thinking; he turns and twists and wants and gets it. But I love him.

I love you. Stupid, blind, drunken love; I love you.

The sexiest thing I've ever heard through swollen lips, he wants me, he wants inside of me, and I concede, and oh God I feel it too. One two three, fingers sweep deftly in, hips hold me in place, lips soothe my own. I want to scream, I want everyone to hear me and know what I'm doing, I want you. You ask what I want and I want to fuck you. I want to give you a part of myself and take some of you, greed, I want to own a little piece of you forever. You're mine, just for a minute, until you decide the game is over, you remove yourself from me, and my heart just feels a void.

I miss you. I miss nothing and everything at the same time, I want to be near you, I want to be held as I sleep and moan and think. I miss your arms around me, your sweet unidentifiable scent consuming me, your lips gently brushing across my skin as I pull off your clothes and devour you with my mouth, your stomach becoming mine at once and your fingers losing themselves upon me.

Please kiss me one last time before you leave, your beautiful eyelids closing once over your beautiful sea glass stare, you kiss me and then go. Please be with me forever; I don't know quite who I am without you there.

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